Ah....a nice long entry.....
Mood:
accident prone
Now Playing: Pirates of the Caribbean (in the next room)
Topic: Today
Well, like I said, I have new friends. I am happy.
I'm not having a sleepover tonight like I thought I would--that will happen next week.
I had a very strang dream last night. I have been reading A Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and all the sequels... Yet Foaly, and some others were there. We had, well, I guess you would call it fun. It wasn't a bad dream, it was just...strange.
My fowl_play account on Neopets is frozen. Sad, isn't it? I don't even know why it was. And I had just gotten all the graphics ready for my guild, too. Ah, well. My atomichron one is still there, and that is good.
I hope I can get out of my writer's block--it's driving me insane. I know what I want for the chapter, I just can't seem to be able to word it correctly. Or when I can, it doesn't seem like
I'm writing it.
I don't really know what mood I'm in today. I guess I'm sort of...morose. Nothing really went the way it was planned.
And the book I want to get is out of print.
:sighs: Ah, well.
I guess I'll tell you guys a secret. Especially since no one actually reads this thing.
I don't have friends.
Well, I have "friends", but they're never there when I need them.
Take Brittnee, for example.
Just yesterday I helped her.
It took a good hour, but I helped her.
I had better things to be doing (such as doing my homework), but I helped her.
I could have said that I would help her later. But I didn't.
Today, right when I needed her, she says that she can't.
No particular reason. She just can't.
I try not to hold grudges.
I try not to force people to do things.
I try to understand.
But this has gone too far.
I don't know if I want to have friends that don't keep promises.
Or friends that don't help you.
Edit: By the way, I have friends like Kim and Winnie. Now I know just how much they really rock.
Created by: ronrocks92
at 5:32 PM CST
Updated: 11 February 2005 6:58 PM CST